2006 – Realizing tarot & land are one

2009–2014 – Pattern intensifies under pilgrimage & festivals

2003–2007 – Energetic massage & trigger-point work – feeling “subtle substance” and trauma knots in bodies

2011 – Ho’oponopono practice begins – nondual responsibility for patterns as healing

1984-1992 – Trauma – First “war with God / filth / forced suffering” impressions

2011 – Ho’oponopono; threads of qi/Chinese medicine entering

2006 – Academy of the Ancient Arts: “only way out is through” triangle – core healing stance

1983–1992 – Trauma – Adolescent lightning-bleed & psychic assault

1982-1995 – Increasing fragmentation and trauma; glimpses of how “normal people” live, but no internal handle on it.

1985–1992 – Healing – Surface-level massage & touch as comfort