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peterfae posted an update
6 weeks ago (edited)
Pre-NYC - Shadows of the Story - The Long Haul
Everything in life is karmic. Patterns which repeat, echoing across the substance of the Ether Sea. They are what make up our chains and our liberation, the golden and leaden aspects of our journey through the Creation.
I know this intimately, for I have come face to face with the very nature of bondage – of the memories and grooves which continue to create the same perceptions, the same decisions and same conclusions about the nature of what is.
They are something I consider, in the late hours, as even now, sitting in my car outside the library, flush with the inspiration to write through the temple, where I see the powers and plugins of the Mythica coming along and feel elation simultaneous with the question of whether there was any way for me to arrive at this destination sooner.
Such is the deepest and most unanswered question of the journey, the quality of mystery, of Mystos, not-knowing what lay beneath the surface of our story, causing us to repeat the same cycles over and over with no realization of our capture.
It is a thing I know well, the true aspect of challenge which is our portion of the distortion that must be cleared to transform ourselves and the planet to a shared new genesis.
Could have I arrived here earlier? Could I have understood the nature of the effort required to simply gain ground in the Age of Delerium? Was there some greater effort which could have provided more understanding and action, or was this time all part of some larger revelation into the nature of freedom and it’s opposite?
It is in this place that we contemplate the shadows within our cells, doing the shadow-work to clear those impressions through a medley of techniques and all of which is the substance of our story working itself out.
There is light, I confess, things coming into form longed for across decades of trial, and for this I am expanded and hold faith.
Yet within this there are shadows, holding doubt and inner question, despite everything that I have done on the journey. I still cannot know how much of the conditions I have faced is due to some internal conflict or by a greater timing. There is fear, yet the Mythica is built, the ideas have come through in flush and flurry, and I move forward regardless, for such is the only way through.
