• peterfae posted an update

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      Rage against the Machine

      It really deeply occurs to me today how much my whole path has had this underlying deep deep resistance to the definition of value, the definition of work, and the definition of culture that has been the old paradigm in what I consider grind more. There’s a sense in me of “I will not submit to this. I will not surrender to you. I will not be conquered by you or infected with the thought forms of this distorted age. I will defy you and triumph for I am the light of righteousness.” That is a real thing with me. I feel that. It’s part of my whole superhero mythos and I realize that I’m feeling it. I can see it in this exact moment underneath everything else:

      • underneath my agitation with king ape and craver crave
      • underneath my agitation with people’s distorted sense of value and what is asking for correction with the Mythica
      • underneath my sense of being a fighter for freedom
      • underneath my senses and guardians
      • how this is the quest itself