“Children of God”

"Children of God" – 2020-10-23

The Books of Fae

2020-10-23 – "The Secret Garden"

"…in which a secret garden is discovered and the ability to work in breath and freedom in the territories of the sacred library, conflict arises with a fellow magician and there is an encounter with Christ consciousness …"

December 5th, 2021

He hands me a pamphlet.  Something called the "Gospel of John".  I read it through, and honestly thougth it was a marketing advert for Christianity … at least the branch of the many iterations of that shape in the ether that he was ken to.

There was a kind of zealotry there that only exists in those who have had some crisis and resolution of faith and who have not trancended the surface of forms, who believe that because they had a revelation through a particular form that the form itself is supreme.  This was not so, and it's arrogant presumption lay at the core of the many, many distortions of that faith which existed across the board.

I did however appreciate the tales of his faith and how it worked out to give him the desire that he wanted.

Given that I was studying the aka of production at the time, what I noticed in this was that they simply had better marketing.  That there was a cabal of financiers who worked hard to protlyetize their faith across billboards and media, who gave the people a single dish out of the buffet of potential forms which existed within the Creation.

Yet like so many other of the humans i'd encountered in the mortal plane, it's sweetness held a darkness, a subtle or not-so-subtle judgments of anything that wasn't their faith.  There was a cruelty of hypocrisy driven by good intentions, a judgment which exacerbated the sin of separation within a culture of acolytes unable to see the scales upon their own eyes.

Within this I recognized that such was merely the parroted interpretations of unrealized humans, and while it was subject to it's own subtle prejudices and separations, was still one of the many forms of God and what had come to me on the Quest.

Here, desperate to find some way to shift the conditions that I was experiencing, I continued my work with the existential kink invocation as well as connecting with the Divine consciousness as best I could, using my proximity to campus of the Self Realization Fellowship and the vibrations still rippling out from it's structure to amplify my efforts.

It reminded me of the moment in 2017 during "Zen Awakening – Garden of the Gods" when I had encountered the woman and her devotion to the Christ struggling with the teaching given to her in a vision by the Christ himself to stand beside him as an equal and how difficult it had been for her to surrender her idea of separation to move closer to the ideal of "I and the Father are One" in a real way.

There was Beauty here, yet beyond it's shape lay something greater.  Not the symbol but the Light that illuminated it's essence.

Yet such was just a shape.  Just a face among many, ever-shifting in the tides and times of the akasha., one interpretation of many across the boughs and branches of God's mind.