"The Dark Dakini" April 14, 2018

During "The Magician's Oasis" I had some movement on healing and tried my best to confront the repetitive thoughts and chains of negativity and darkness which flickered in and out of my awareness while simultaneously working to be the best mentor I could to Joshua and show him the dimensions of the magical world that I understood.  It was a painful and difficult process where I found myself performing invocations of forgiveness and self-acceptance in an attempt to clear the swirl of difficulties which I divined and assumed were the cause of the lack of response from the community and the isolation.

This feeling of being treated with disrespect and non-inclusion repeated again when Joshua and I left the Magician's Oasis and found our way to a temple of modern-day dakini, a supposed "temple to the Goddess" which served as the base-of-operations for a trio of women working with the tantric arts.  As it had come to me through a character I had met during the "Symbiosis" episode of the quest and had arrived in perfect timing relative to our forced ejection from the Magician's Oasis, Joshua and I had considered it a providence, the next stop on our sacred mission occurring for us in perfect timing.

There was a great mirror in the space, one that I felt mirrored (no pun intended) the mirror which had occurred for us at the Magician's Oasis, embodying the Divine Feminine just as the previous looking glass had embodied the Divine Masculine

At first, witnessing the sculpture of the Millennial Gaia in the space I had thought it to be a place of refuge, one where I would be received and appreciated in my service, yet I was wrong

Yet once again brother Niekko Chin arrived in perfect timing, offering to drive myself and my belongings away from the distortions of the temple and the repetition of the rejection and assault on my being by the people.

As I was sitting in Eve's and engaged once more in the act of asking for donation, Sun Marian of Future Peak arrived and gave me a hefty donations of $1,000, enough to support us on the quest.  As this happened, I also received word from the creator of the "Chakra Keys" whom I had met during the marketplace event at Eve's who offered us the opportunity to stay at his place temporarily and get our footing.  Once again, support had arrived, and I was thankful for this while simultaneously feeling burned and disappointed by what I considered an absolute lack of right-action by the supposed "priestess" of the Goddess.

Characters

Joshua Faust

Savannah Blair