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peterfae posted an update
2023-6-9 – The Heart’s Desire
2023-6-9 – Remembering the Energy Codes – Considering the Movement Forward
Things happen in kairos. In the moment-of, when we reach a certain point in our story. There’s an exquisite experience of realization, of recognizing something new within the substance of one’s self – something that relates to their Heart’s Desire, their Divine purpose in life. As I sit in the Keep on the Borderlands here in Tahoe after 3 days of deeply successful hunting & gathering I consider the shape of the Mythica and how she relates to my journey along the Path of the Magus.
Is the Mythica simply for my expression in the beginning? I wonder. Just a day or so ago I had a deep divination into the nature of the Heart’s Desire, itself a recognition of the layers of will that exist and their context in the manifestation of those desires in the field. It had been a deeply clarifying point relating to the application of the mystic arts of manifestation and how those integrated into one’s story, something i’d been considering for years as my attempts to bring others into the space had been awkward, requiring certain steps to happen as a precursor which had to be gradually divined along the way. As I sit here, contemplating the last days and the sightings of ideas upon the Ether Sea, I find myself examining that space again, wondering at where my own expression, where my own authority regarding the material needs to be presented first, establishing the structure of my self and my brand before I can bring in others, and how that pattern has been a consistent one across the years, repeating over and over in the spiraling divination and action of the temple and my deep and dharmic impetus within the space.
Like all things, the divination comes to me in a confluence of events, in the clarity of the temple, the passage onto the Path of the Magus, Joshua’s retreat into his own realms, my recent journey to Faerie and more, all pointing to the sharing of the publishing of my adventure, my Journey to the Center of the Earth and the setting of the tone for adventurers to come. There’s a sense of stepping into my right-placement, into what my heart really wants, what the “Heart’s Desire” is, and how that underlay the many layers of will and energetic entanglements.
It is this thing that I find to be the next piece of the puzzle, the divination and discernment leading to the discovery of what wants to come through me, what the deep magic is that lay within the explorations of my sacred self. It is the discovery of my Divine Feminine, of the music, the magic and the dancing that thrills & swirls me, allowing the thing I worked so hard to create a vessel for, a place to share the Art, to honor the people and their stories and illustrate the journey into the magical world.
